Since my last post... the road to Haiti has been bumpy.
I missed an important meeting because I did not get the email annoucing it.
There were more interested in the trip than spots left.
I was told that I may not be going.... and that caused me all kinds of feelings.
I filled out the application and all... only to have my deposit slip out of the envelope and land on the office floor. I never noticed until Pastor Les told me. I thought that for sure that I was done, that nothing was going to happen now.
The concern that got me the most was that I started to doubt that I had heard God's Calling, that I was wrong in that. I had to really pray about that, as to doubt that I heard God's voice tell me to get ready to go.... that all these feelings that I had for Haiti were wrong-- just didn't jive with the God that I know.
That's when I a new prayer started in my heart... if not with my church Lord, with whom shall I go to Haiti with? Every inch of my being told me that I was to go to Haiti, too many things in my life were working the right way to go...
On Jan. 09, 2011 my application went in.... now all I had to do was wait....
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